when you try to flick away a bug but it comes towards you instead
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"I had 20 years sober before I relapsed. It’s trying to fill the hole. It’s fear. You know, I was shameful. You do stuff that causes [self] disgust, and that’s hard to recover from. You can say, ‘I forgive you’ and all that stuff, but it’s not the same as recovering from it."
In a 2006 interview he described his experience with alcoholism, the emptiness inside, his inability to self forgive and to love himself.
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